Not sure if tonight is the best night to start blogging again but I suppose when you have worry on your mind writing about it can help eliminate it from your head and heart....

Tomorrow morning my mom is having her hip replaced and well I am kind of scared and worried.  Not so much for the surgery but for the recovery afterward.  I know this will help eliminate her pain but I just want her to be the same as before all this started.  It also worries me because it makes me realize her age.  I don't know if I am ready for her to be old enough for a hip replacement...

I love my mother immensely and I want her to be okay.  More than anything I just want her to be okay.  I love you mommy with all my heart!